Monday, July 28, 2008

the joy of creating

Shame...

I have stopped singing, dancing, acting, performing...I haven't opened my mouth in a full belt in over 2 years.  I haven't done a step-touch in God knows how long.

Where has my creative girl gone?  Is she sleeping?  Is she afraid?  Did she just get so burned out that the creative voice is now just a pile of ashes?  It's almost like I never knew how to sing...how to express.

Do I miss it?  I don't know.  

What kind of answer is that?  I wish I could tell you.

I have been asked to sing again.  A demo.

Fear comes up.
Shame comes up.

My old acronym for FEAR???  F**k Everything And Run...

I think it's time to dust the ashes off and find the voice that enjoyed soaring.

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